ok. so i lied. it's more then an hour. hmm am in a depressed/tingly mood right now. tis wierd really. i seem to do my best writing in this mood. right now i'm just pondering over how come some things can strike u so hard, but you get afraid to just do anything about it. i'll let whoever is reading this figure out what i mean. i'm just gonna be cryptic for now. the eternal question for guys/gals/teens my age. and younger. should i? should i not. :) go figure